By Robert J. Smith
I’m saddened to announce the passing of my cat, Gatsby Smith. His passing prompted me to reflect on the bond we shared and the impact he had on my life and work.
Gatsby lived to the ripe old age of seventeen and is survived by two cat brothers, a dog brother, and a human family. He was the inspiration for several books I’ve written that co-star an orange cat named Gatsby. The fictional Gatsby is a risk-taker, full of bravado and wisecracks. The personality of the real-life Gatsby was almost the exact opposite. He started with us as a skittish, well-behaved kitten and over his seventeen years developed into a lovable grumpy old cat.
We got Gatsby about sixteen and a half years ago, after my wife’s cat, Monte, passed away, and neither she nor our other cat, Yoshi, took it very well. Yoshi had been with Monte for most of his life, and once he became the only cat in the house, he started howling his head off in the middle of the night, manically racing around the house, and generally acting nuts. My wife, who loved Monte dearly, was either sobbing uncontrollably or just plain depressed.
I figured that both of them needed a new cat. Not so much to replace Monte, but to give them something on which to expend their energy. So we went to an animal shelter on a September afternoon to see what they had. Luckily, there were a bunch of kittens. I have heard that when you go to the shelter to get a cat, you don’t pick the cat, the cat picks you. That was the case in this instance. Only the cat picked the wrong person.
This pet shelter was in a big house, and there were cats and dogs in big cages upstairs and downstairs. Most of them ignored us, but when we got to a cage of ginger kittens, one little guy seemed desperate to get my attention. He was jumping up against the walls of the cage and mewing directly at me. I picked him up, and he was all over me. He immediately bonded with me. Of course, that hadn’t been the plan at all, but my wife didn’t see any cats that appealed to her more than this cute little guy, so we adopted him. We figured that he would warm up to her eventually.
That set the tone for the next seventeen years.
Gatsby made it clear that I was his human. He would follow me around. His cat bed sat at the end of my desk so that he could supervise whatever I was doing. (Right now, as I write this, his absence is palpable). During his time with us, our family expanded by two children, a dog, and after Yoshi passed, two more cats. With all of these individuals in the house, Gatsby always obviously favored me above everyone else. It’s very rare to find a cat with taste that great.
Our other cat, Yoshi, was quite a character. When he passed, I wrote about him, and I had story after story to relate about his quirks and the shenanigans he would get into.
Gatsby was not a character. He was awesome but he was sweet, quiet, well-behaved, and stayed out of drama. The most dramatic thing he ever did was one time when he went missing in the house for a couple days. We finally found him behind some boxes in the basement, hungry and dehydrated. The vet had no idea what had caused this, and we never found out what happened. But, for the most part, he was a calm little guy.
He liked sitting in my lap, he liked lying in his bed on my desk, and he liked gnawing at the bones of my chicken wings when I was done with them. He loved to get a running start, jump on me, and then run up my back and perch on my shoulder like a feline parrot. Sometimes, if necessary, he would lick my forehead for a few minutes to make sure that I was presentable.
Occasionally in the middle of the night, he would sit in the kitchen and howl my name. (You can scoff, but he definitely said, “WWWRRROOOOOBB!”. You can ask anyone in my family.) When I got out of bed and went downstairs to see what he wanted, he would have a sparkly ball cat toy in his mouth, which he would drop as I approached.
I portray Gatsby in my books as an adventurous cat – in reality, if I accidentally left the front door open, the most he would do is walk out a couple of steps and sit on the porch. The dog would bolt out the door and be on his way to Canada before we noticed the door was open, but Gatsby was content to just get outside and have a few breaths of fresh air before someone noticed him and put him back inside.
I’m trying not to be too sad about Gatsby’s death. He lived a very long life, and for practically all of it, he had security, a full belly, and was loved. He leaves behind a family with a lot of memories and a fictional version of himself that’s been read by people around the world. Not a bad legacy for a little orange cat from the pet shelter.
Goodbye Gatsby.
Robert J. Smith is the agent for the cats, Yoshi and Gatsby. Smith’s duties include:
-Translating and transcribing Yoshi and Gatsby’s adventures
-Managing Yoshi and Gatsby’s business affairs and public relations
-Litter box maintenance
You can find Robert’s Petectives Series in the CWA Library.
Andrea says
I’m so sorry for your loss. Even though I didn’t know Gatsby, I can tell from your descriptions how close the two of you were/are. And you are right, he lives on in your heart and your creativity.
Robert J. Smith says
Thanks.
Nancy Peterson says
What a delightful tribute to Gatsby. Thank you for sharing.
Robert J. Smith says
Thank you.
Kim Fleck says
What a beautiful tribute to a dear friend. A life well lived with his favorite human.
Leah says
I’m so sorry to learn of the loss of your Gatsby. This is a wonderful tribute to him.
Janet Blue says
Thank you so much for sharing this tribute to Gatsby. Sounds as if you too were soul mates. Please accept my condolences as you grieve.
Robert J. Smith says
Thanks.
Bernadette says
Sometimes they inspire something in us that we didn’t know was there. It’s their gift to us. And Gatsby proved that sometimes even well-behaved cats do make history. May all those memories soon turn to smiles.
Robert J. Smith says
Very true. Thank you.
Deborah Barnes says
As an author who wrote a book about how some cats seem to bring the extraordinary out of the ordinary, it seems your beloved Gatsby did that for you. Thank you for sharing your heartfelt, sweet, and humorous take on your life with him.
Purrs from Deb Barnes
Robert J. Smith says
You’re welcome. Thank you for the kind words.
Kathy Mandell says
I’m so sorry for the loss of your beloved kitty, Gatsby.
My 13-year-old cat, Newman, passed away about a month ago. Our remaining cat, Tux, does the same thing you described Yoshi doing after Gatsby passed! Tux runs at top speed around the house in the middle of the night, yowling loudly. Tux and Newman grew up together their entire lives. Just thought I’d share. I wonder if they are looking for the missing cat when they do that behavior! My sincere condolences. Thank you for sharing your story with us.
Robert J. Smith says
Yes – cats have their own way of grieving which is something I never would’ve believed before I lived with them.
Sandra Toney says
So sorry for your loss of Gatsby. You were both lucky to have each other.
Robert J. Smith says
We were indeed. Thank you.
Robert J. Smith says
I’d like to thank the CWA for publishing my grief-stricken ramblings and also for the sympathy card I received. I’m fortunate to be a part of such a caring organization.
Marjorie Dawson says
He was a gem, and (I had to smile) he DID choose you! He may be missed but he was such a part of your life, you are a lucky guy.
Robert J. Smith says
Very true. Thank you.
Mewla Young says
My condolences to you for the passing of your furry partner, Robert. I appreciate hearing about Gatsby’s life with you. It’s wonderful that his spirit will also live forever in your books. : )
Robert J. Smith says
Thank you.